confessionsabouted:

25491) I’m an equestrian and I’ve had an ED for years and years now, and to still be the fattest one at the barn my horses live at is so fucking triggering that some days I can’t even go. Everyone else is so skinny, so talented and I feel like a big clumsy mess next to them. I refuse to compete even though I have brilliant horses because at shows the whole world would see what a disgusting whale I am. At least the horses don’t judge… I think.

paigenaomimay:

transcripts:

i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.

this hit me hard as fuck

this is why i don’t have ‘friends’ anymore

(via thefaultinourmisery)

Karen says I’ve reached my target weight

Kate and Emma and Kristin know it’s fake

Problem is diet’s not a big enough word

I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view

stability:

my goals are to be so intimidatingly hot that people are surprised at how nice I am when i talk to them

(via fitandfiercekat)